Eleven: What happened?

Originally, at the end of the last post I had written this:

“But to tie this back to the beginning, in order to (try to) hold myself accountable, I'm posting this so I don't let whoever is reading this down... unless they think that being an alcoholic is cool in which case don't bother coming back.

So my limit is 3... which is going to be a challenge since I just found out our friends are coming over to play darts.”

... but then I deleted it. Because I didn't want to set myself up for failure, because it's okay to fail a few times but not repeatedly... but even this is what I tell myself over and over when I drink, thus, not really changing anything aside from the amount I do drink.

REVEALED is a series aimed to expose the truth that we often hide or are too afraid to share. Here I write about my journey through anxiety, depression, addiction, self esteem and body image issues in a series of ongoing short stories based on my real life experiences. Why do I share this? Because I'm not alone in these feelings and it's important for others to know they're not alone either. There is a way out.